Alas, Dreamland / Chapter 17
Trip to the Moon
September 5, 1904
“Du kannst nicht jede Nacht arbeiten—you can’t work every night,” George said, appearing at the incubator building as Minnie finished evening rounds like a birth that wouldn’t wait for invitation. “Even dedicated nurses need to see the rest of Dreamland. Need to witness other impossible things besides premature survival.”
“The babies—”
“Are sleeping. Gestating in their mechanical dreams. Elizabeth’s watching them. And I have something to show you.” He offered his arm with theatrical gallantry—that practiced grace of a man who’d learned to make every gesture count before life took his other option. “Have you been to the moon yet? Have you experienced humanity’s premature conquest of space?”
The Trip to the Moon attraction stood three stories tall, its façade painted with stars and comets—humanity’s premature attempt to claim celestial territory. The entrance was shaped like a massive telescope, a birth canal to the cosmos, with barkers promising “A Voyage Beyond Earth’s Boundaries!” As if boundaries were things that could be crossed by desire alone, as if distance could be conquered by paying admission.
“It’s silly,” Minnie protested even as George bought tickets.
“Alles ist albern—everything here is silly. That’s the point.” He guided her into the spacecraft—a room decorated to look like a luxurious cabin with portholes for windows, a mechanical womb designed to birth wonder. “Besides, when else will you get to leave Earth for thirty cents? When else can you purchase premature arrival in heaven?”
The room filled with other passengers, couples mostly, giggling with anticipation—adults regressing to children at the promise of impossible travel, premature astronauts in evening dress. The lights dimmed, and through clever projections on the portholes, the earth began to shrink below them like a difficult birth viewed in reverse.
“How do they do that?” Minnie leaned close to the window, fascinated despite herself by this premature departure from everything solid.
“Magie,” George said, but he was watching her rather than the effects—studying her wonder like a specimen of what he’d lost. “Or electricity and imagination. Electricity forcing visions to arrive before their time. James could probably explain the technical details, tell you exactly how wonder gets manufactured.”
At the mention of James, Minnie felt something shift in her chest—guilt or longing gestating together like twins, impossible to separate. The electrical engineer had been kind but distant since her engagement announcement, professionally polite but nothing more. Their connection had suffered a premature death, killed before it could properly draw breath.
The “ship” shuddered and swayed, hidden mechanisms creating the illusion of space travel—humanity’s mechanical pregnancy delivering them to places they weren’t meant to go. Through the portholes, stars wheeled past like souls looking for bodies. A recorded narrator described their journey in dramatic tones, mixing Jules Verne with carnival ballyhoo—literature giving premature birth to spectacle.
“Schau—look,” George pointed as the moon appeared, growing larger in their windows like a promise gestating into reality. “Our destination approaches! Our premature arrival in the impossible!”
The moon’s surface, when they “landed,” was a cavern filled with crystal formations and mechanical moon maidens who performed an ethereal dance—automation dressed as divinity, machinery giving birth to dreams. Passengers disembarked to explore, everything bathed in blue-green light that made it feel truly otherworldly, as if they’d been delivered to a place between life and death, between real and imagined.
“It’s beautiful,” Minnie admitted, touching a crystal that chimed musically—false geology singing true songs.
“Pappmaschee und Farbe—papier-mâché and paint,” George said with the particular satisfaction of a man who understood the mechanics of illusion, who’d made his living forcing reality to be born premature. “But you’re right. It’s beautiful because we agree to believe it is. Because we let wonder gestate in us despite knowing better.”
They wandered the lunar landscape, past pools of shimmering water (mirrors creating the effect of depth where none existed) and moon creatures (actors in elaborate costumes, humanity dressed as its own dreams) who acted out comic scenes. Other couples were lost in the fantasy, posing for photographs, buying “moon rocks” from vendors—purchasing evidence of their premature space travel, souvenirs of places they’d never actually been.
“Das ist was ich liebe—this is what I love about Dreamland,” George said as they paused in a quieter grotto, his voice carrying the weight of someone defending his life’s work. “It sells impossible things. Moon voyages arriving centuries too early, premature babies surviving against nature’s verdict, lion tamers controlling death before it’s ready to strike. All equally unlikely, all made real through stubbornness and showmanship. All premature births of human ambition.”
“The babies aren’t showmanship. They’re medicine.”
“They’re both. That’s why they work here.” He faced her in the artificial moonlight—false illumination that revealed true things. “Just like us. We work here because we’re both real and performed. I’m George the lion tamer but also Georg from Hamburg who learned that cats respect confidence, that authority could be born from nothing but will. You’re the dedicated nurse but also the woman who believes impossible things can be midwifed into existence.”
“I believe in possible things that look impossible. In premature arrivals that survive.”
“Gleicher Unterschied—same difference, seen from the moon. From here, everything human looks premature, desperate, magnificent.”
A moon maiden approached, offering them “lunar champagne” (colored sugar water, earthly sweetness masquerading as celestial vintage). George bought two glasses, toasting “To impossible things. To whatever arrives before we’re ready.”
The return journey was quieter, passengers tired from wonder—that particular exhaustion of those who’d given birth to dreams. Through the portholes, Earth grew larger like a pregnancy advancing, Coney Island’s lights becoming visible, then Dreamland itself, spread out like a glowing map of humanity’s premature ambitions made manifest.
“Thank you,” Minnie said as they exited back onto the midway. “I needed that. Needed to be delivered somewhere else, even briefly.”
“Wir alle müssen manchmal die Erde verlassen—we all need to leave Earth sometimes. Even if it’s just to a papier-mâché moon. Even if our escape is premature, impossible, temporary.” George walked her back to the incubator building. “Tomorrow I’ll show you the Canals of Venice. You can ride a gondola without leaving Brooklyn. Another premature arrival in a place you’ll never actually reach.”
“I should stay with the babies—”
“The babies will be here when you get back. That’s the miracle you’re creating—permanence. Prevention of premature endings.” He kissed her hand formally, European courtesy surviving in American chaos. “Let me show you the temporary wonders too. They matter in their own way. Sometimes the premature and ephemeral teach us more than the permanent.”
Inside, Elizabeth reported all quiet. The babies slept in their mechanical wombs, unaware that their nurse had just traveled to the moon and back—had experienced her own premature journey to an impossible place. But Minnie felt the voyage in her bones—the reminder that Dreamland traded in dreams as much as reality, that sometimes you needed both to survive. Sometimes you needed premature arrivals in impossible places to make the possible bearable.
Through the window, the Trip to the Moon attraction prepared for its next voyage, ready to lift more earthbound souls into impossible skies—ready to induce wonder before its natural time. Just like the incubators, Minnie thought. Different mechanics, same miracle. Both machines designed to deliver people to places they weren’t meant to be yet. Both insisting that premature arrival wasn’t just possible but necessary.
The art of making people believe they could leave their limitations behind, if only for thirty minutes. The science of proving that what arrived too early—whether babies or dreams or love—might survive if given the right artificial environment.
Or a lifetime of careful maintenance against the darkness that waited, patient as gravity, to reclaim what had escaped too soon.