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Falling Stars / Chapter 15

Strangers in a Strange Land

Reynolds’ first breath of Earth air tasted like smoke and desperation.

They’d been extracted from Dragon within minutes of landing, White Sands’ emergency crews moving with the efficiency of people who’d practiced for exactly this scenario. But the medical team that checked them over looked haggard, their equipment minimal, their questions focused more on immediate trauma than long-term health.

“Welcome back,” the flight surgeon said, her badge reading Dr. Martinez. “You’ve been gone six days. Feels like six years down here.”

Six days. Reynolds tried to reconcile that number with the lifetime they’d lived in orbit. Six days since the cascade began. Six days for civilization to start eating itself.

“Our families?” Sarah asked the question they all needed answered.

Martinez’s expression told them everything. “Communications are down nationwide. We’ve had no contact with Houston, Boston, Colorado Springs, or San Francisco since day three. I’m sorry. We just don’t know.”

The debriefing room was lit by emergency power, casting harsh shadows on military maps covered in red zones. Colonel Harris, White Sands’ commander, looked like he’d aged a decade since Reynolds had last seen him.

“Gentlemen, lady,” Harris began, fatigue weighing down his words. “I’ll be direct. The United States you left no longer exists. We’ve lost approximately ninety percent of our satellite infrastructure, which means no GPS, no communications, no weather prediction, no… anything that made modern life possible.”

“The government?” Reynolds asked.

“Continuity of Government protocols are in effect. President’s in Mount Weather. Congress is scattered. Military command structure is… adapting. We’re maintaining control of critical installations, but civilian authority has collapsed in most major cities.”

Chen leaned forward. “The cascade—is it still active?”

“Debris field is still expanding, though the rate has slowed. Our best estimates say Low Earth Orbit won’t be accessible for twenty to thirty years. Maybe longer.”

Thirty years. An entire generation would grow up without satellites, without the invisible infrastructure that had connected the world. Reynolds felt the weight of it settle on his shoulders.

“What about Dragon?” Mason asked. “She’s damaged but repairable. Could be useful for—”

“For what?” Harris’s laugh was bitter. “We can’t launch through the debris field. Can’t even get parts to repair her—the supply chains are gone. Dragon’s a monument now. A reminder of what we’ve lost.”

Sarah had been quiet, processing. Now she spoke. “Medical infrastructure. How bad?”

“Hospitals with generators are holding on. Those without…” Harris shrugged. “Diabetics are dying for lack of refrigerated insulin. Dialysis patients have days at best. Surgery is returning to Civil War standards in most places. We’ve gone from modern medicine to battlefield triage in less than a week.”

“Sir,” an aide appeared at the door. “Priority message from Kirtland. They’re requesting our senior medical personnel for their civilian casualty overflow.”

Harris looked at Sarah. “Doctor Williams, I hate to ask after what you’ve been through, but—”

“I’ll go.” No hesitation. “It’s what I do.”

“I’ll go with her,” Chen volunteered. “I may not be medical, but I can run numbers, logistics, whatever they need.”

Reynolds felt pride in his crew. Even exhausted, traumatized, and desperate for news of their own families, they were ready to serve.

“Transportation?” he asked Harris.

“Convoy leaves at 0800. It’s a hundred and fifty miles to Albuquerque. Should be safe—we’ve secured the route. Mostly.”

Mostly. Everything was mostly now. Mostly safe. Mostly functional. Mostly civilized.

They were assigned quarters—basic military housing that felt like luxury after Dragon’s cramped confines. Reynolds found himself standing at the window, staring out at the New Mexico desert. Somewhere beyond those mountains, Colorado Springs lay in darkness. Emma and Tyler, his children. Janet, who’d put up with decades of deployments and danger. Were they safe? Were they even alive?

A knock interrupted his thoughts. Mason entered, carrying two cups of what passed for coffee in their new reality.

“Thought you could use this. It’s terrible, but it’s hot.”

Reynolds accepted the cup gratefully. “Thanks. How are you holding up?”

“Better than expected. Worse than hoped.” Mason stared into his own cup. “My brother’s in Chicago. Cop. If anyone could handle this chaos, it’s him. But…”

“But Chicago’s a war zone.”

“Yeah.” Mason was quiet for a moment. “What do we do now, Commander? We’re astronauts in a world that can’t reach space. Like being a sailor after the oceans dried up.”

Reynolds had been wrestling with the same question. Their entire professional identity was built around something that no longer existed. “We adapt. Use our skills differently. Problem-solving, working under pressure, technical knowledge—those still matter.”

“You really believe that?”

“I have to.” Reynolds took a sip of the bitter coffee. “Otherwise, what was the point of surviving?”

They spent the evening going through their limited possessions, salvaged from Dragon. Photos, personal items, small reminders of the world above and the people below. Chen had saved his tablet with all his calculations—pages of mathematics that had kept them alive. Sarah had her medical kit and, tucked inside, a photo of her children.

“I’m going to find them,” she said simply when Reynolds asked. “After Albuquerque, I’m going to Boston. However long it takes.”

“Boston’s fifteen hundred miles through hostile territory.”

“Then I better get started.”

That night, Reynolds lay on a real bed for the first time in months, feeling gravity’s full embrace. Every joint ached. Every muscle complained. His body was remembering how to exist at the bottom of Earth’s gravity well. But sleep wouldn’t come.

Instead, he thought about the cascade, playing it over in his mind. That first satellite dying, fragments spreading like a virus. The helplessness of watching from above as humanity’s greatest achievement turned into its greatest catastrophe. The Chinese platforms, still active, still preventing any attempt at recovery.

They’d survived the impossible, threading through debris fields and plasma fire. But for what? To witness the dark age they’d helped usher in? To live in the ruins of the world they’d left behind?

A distant explosion shook the building slightly. Reynolds barely flinched. After the violence of re-entry, earthbound explosions seemed almost quaint. Someone was fighting someone else over something that probably didn’t matter. The new normal.

At 0800, they gathered for the convoy to Albuquerque. Sarah in medical scrubs she’d been given, already thinking ahead to the casualties she’d treat. Chen with his tablet and a notebook, ready to apply orbital mechanics to hospital logistics. Mason had volunteered to help with convoy security, his pilot’s eyes useful for threat assessment.

“What about you?” Harris asked Reynolds. “We could use someone with your experience in the command structure.”

Reynolds looked at his crew, preparing to scatter to where they were needed most. They’d been a perfect unit in space, four people keeping each other alive against impossible odds. Now Earth would pull them in different directions.

“I need to get to Colorado Springs,” he said. “My family.”

“I understand. We’ve got a supply run headed to Peterson Air Force Base tomorrow. Space Force headquarters—or what’s left of it. You can hitch a ride.”

Space Force headquarters. Reynolds almost laughed at the irony. A military branch created to dominate space, now grounded forever by physics and cascading debris.

“Commander,” Sarah approached as the medical transport loaded. “When you find your family—and you will find them—tell them…” She paused, searching for words. “Tell them the stars are still there. Above the debris, above the darkness. Still there.”

“I will. And Sarah? When you find yours, tell them their mother rode fire to come home to them.”

She smiled, the first real smile he’d seen since the cascade began. Then she was gone, climbing into the truck that would take her to wounded strangers while her own wounded heart sought her children.

Chen shook his hand formally. “It’s been an honor, Commander. The probability of seeing each other again is—”

“Don’t calculate it,” Reynolds cut him off. “Just say ‘see you later.’”

“See you later, then.”

Mason gave a casual salute. “Try not to save the world without us, boss.”

“Try not to get shot playing soldier.”

Then they were gone, his crew dispersing into the chaos of a broken nation. Reynolds stood alone in the New Mexico morning, smoke from distant fires hazing the horizon. Six days ago, he’d commanded a spacecraft. Now he was just another refugee trying to get home.

But he was alive. They were all alive. And in a world where satellites fell like burning snow, where cities ate themselves in darkness, where the future had become suddenly medieval, alive was a victory.

The transport to Colorado would leave tomorrow. Until then, he had work to do. White Sands needed every able body, and Reynolds had never been one to stand idle. He reported to the logistics center, trading his commander’s wings for work gloves.

“What needs doing?” he asked the harried sergeant managing supply distribution.

The sergeant looked at him, recognized the astronaut wings on his flight suit. “You’re one of the Dragon crew.”

“Just another pair of hands now.”

“No,” the sergeant said firmly. “You’re proof we can still do impossible things. That matters more than you know.” He handed Reynolds a clipboard. “But since you’re offering, we need someone to inventory medical supplies. Can you handle that?”

Reynolds almost smiled. From commanding a spacecraft to counting bandages. “I can handle that.”

He got to work, methodically cataloging supplies that would never be enough for the need outside the gates. But it was something. A small contribution to holding back the darkness.

As he worked, he thought about his crew. Sarah treating casualties in Albuquerque. Chen applying his brilliant mind to keeping people alive. Mason standing watch against the chaos. They’d found their purposes in this new world quickly, adapting like they’d been trained to do.

Tomorrow, he’d head north to find his family. But today, he counted medical supplies and helped maintain the thin line between order and chaos. It wasn’t flying. It wasn’t commanding Dragon through impossible odds.

But it was what needed doing.

And sometimes, that was enough.