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Falling Stars / Chapter 11

Triage at 17,000 MPH

Sarah Williams had performed surgery in combat zones, delivered babies during earthquakes, and saved lives in conditions that would make most doctors quit. But she’d never had to practice medicine while calculating whether they had enough fuel to reach Earth alive.

“Hold still,” she told Mason, suturing the gash on his forehead. The pilot had taken a header into a bulkhead during their evasive maneuvers, adding blood to the cocktail of fear and exhaustion filling Dragon’s cramped interior.

“How’s it look, Doc?” Mason tried for his usual cocky grin, but it came out wrong. They were all running on fumes—physical and emotional.

“You’ll live.” She tied off the suture with practiced efficiency. “Assuming we don’t burn up on re-entry.”

“Always the optimist.” But his smile was more genuine this time.

Sarah disposed of the medical waste, every movement careful in the zero-g environment. They were down to basic supplies now—most of their medical kit had been jettisoned to save weight for the descent. Bandages, basic medications, trauma supplies. If anyone got seriously injured during re-entry, there wasn’t much she could do except make them comfortable.

“Sarah, need you up here,” Reynolds called from the command module.

She found the commander and Chen hunched over the navigation displays, their faces grim in the blue glow. The numbers told a story she didn’t need medical training to understand.

“Fuel situation?” she asked.

“Marginal.” Reynolds didn’t sugarcoat it. “Chen’s plotted the most efficient re-entry trajectory possible, but our margin for error is essentially zero.”

“Meaning?”

“Meaning we get one shot,” Chen explained, pulling up the orbital mechanics. “We’ve got enough fuel for the de-orbit burn and minor course corrections. But if we miss the entry window, if we come in too steep or too shallow…”

He didn’t need to finish. Too steep and they’d burn up. Too shallow and they’d skip off the atmosphere like a stone on a pond, doomed to orbit until their life support failed.

“What’s our target?”

“Edwards Air Force Base. If it’s still operational. If not…” Reynolds shrugged. “We put down wherever we can.”

Sarah studied the re-entry profile. “That’s a lot of g-forces for our current condition. We’re all dehydrated, exhausted. Mason’s got a concussion, Chen hasn’t slept in thirty-six hours, and you—” She looked at Reynolds. “When’s the last time you ate?”

“I’m fine.”

“That’s not what I asked.”

Reynolds met her gaze, and for a moment his command mask slipped. She saw the exhaustion underneath, the weight of keeping them alive through impossible odds. “Can’t remember.”

“That’s what I thought.” Sarah moved to the medical station, returning with their last meal packs and electrolyte drinks. “Mandatory crew nutrition break. Doctor’s orders.”

“Sarah, we need to—”

“We need to be functional for re-entry. That means calories and hydration. Fifteen minutes won’t matter if we pass out pulling eight g’s.”

Reynolds capitulated, probably because he knew she was right. They gathered in Dragon’s main compartment, floating in a rough circle, sharing what might be their last meal together. The food was standard space rations—processed, preserved, engineered for nutrition over taste. But after days of stress and minimal eating, it tasted like salvation.

“Remember the first time you had space food?” Mason asked, trying to lighten the mood. “I thought it was gonna be like the movies. Tang and freeze-dried ice cream.”

“Instead we get thermostabilized beef stew and rehydratable vegetables,” Chen added. “Gourmet dining at its finest.”

“I miss coffee,” Sarah admitted. “Real coffee. The kind that doesn’t come from a pouch.”

“Pizza,” Reynolds contributed. “Chicago deep dish. The kind you need a fork to eat.”

They went around the circle, each naming the Earth food they missed most. It was a silly game, but it connected them to the world they were trying to reach. The world that might not exist anymore in any form they recognized.

“What do you think it’s like down there?” Chen asked quietly. “Really like, not the official estimates.”

Sarah had been monitoring what communications they could receive. The picture wasn’t pretty. “Bad. Infrastructure collapse accelerating. Major cities going dark. But people are adapting. They always do.”

“Some are adapting,” Reynolds corrected. “Others are taking advantage. We’ll be landing in the middle of it.”

“If we land at all,” Mason muttered.

“We’ll land.” Chen’s voice carried surprising conviction. “The math works. Barely, but it works.”

“Your math almost got us killed in the debris field,” Mason pointed out.

“My math got us through the debris field,” Chen shot back. “With a twelve percent probability of success.”

“Boys,” Sarah intervened. “Save the energy for re-entry.”

They finished eating in silence, each lost in their own thoughts. Sarah found herself thinking about her family, wondering if Ben had managed to keep the kids safe. Boston would be chaos by now—dense urban area, completely dependent on technology. How long before the hospitals ran out of power? How long before—

“Medical check,” she announced, pushing the dark thoughts away. “Everyone line up.”

She went through them one by one, checking vitals, testing reflexes, assessing their physical readiness for the violence of re-entry. Mason’s concussion was mild but concerning. Chen’s blood pressure was elevated—stress and sleeplessness taking their toll. Reynolds seemed solid, but she caught the slight tremor in his hands, the way he blinked too often.

“Prognosis, Doctor?” Reynolds asked when she finished.

“We’re all operating at about sixty percent capacity. Manageable for normal operations, but re-entry isn’t normal. We’ll need to be careful with the g-loading.”

“Can’t control that. Physics is physics.”

“No, but we can prepare for it.” Sarah moved to the medical supplies, pulling out their small stock of medications. “I’m going to pre-medicate everyone. Anti-nausea for the motion, mild stimulants to keep us sharp, electrolyte loading to prevent g-LOC.”

“Drugging the crew before re-entry?” Mason raised an eyebrow. “That regulation?”

“Nothing about this is regulation.” Sarah prepared the injections. “But I’d rather have you functional and slightly medicated than passing out during critical maneuvers.”

She administered the medications with practiced efficiency, saving Reynolds for last. As she pressed the injection against his neck, she spoke quietly. “Jack, if something goes wrong during re-entry—”

“Nothing’s going wrong.”

“But if it does. The crew needs to know the abort procedures, the backup plans.”

Reynolds met her eyes. “If something goes wrong during re-entry, there are no abort procedures. We ride it down or we don’t. That’s the backup plan.”

The stark honesty of it hit her like cold water. They’d survived the cascade, threaded through the debris field, evaded the Chinese platforms. But all of that would mean nothing if they couldn’t survive the next thirty minutes.

“Then we better get it right the first time,” she said.

“That’s the plan.” Reynolds turned to address the crew. “Thirty minutes to de-orbit burn. Final preparations. Chen, run through the sequence one more time. Mason, secure everything that isn’t welded down. Sarah—”

“Final medical checks and securing the supplies.” She was already moving, her hands working automatically through tasks she’d drilled a thousand times. But this wasn’t a drill. This was four human beings in a tin can, about to slam into the atmosphere at twenty-five times the speed of sound and hope friction didn’t turn them into a meteor.

As she worked, Sarah found herself thinking about the practice of medicine itself. Up here, she could calculate dosages precisely, control variables, predict outcomes. Down there, in whatever was left of civilization, medicine would revert to its brutal basics. No power for MRI machines. No computers for diagnostics. No satellites for emergency coordination.

They’d go from 21st-century medicine back to the 19th in the span of weeks. How many would die from treatable conditions? How many doctors would have to relearn skills their great-grandparents took for granted?

“Sarah?” Chen floated beside her, looking young and scared. “The stimulants aren’t helping. I can barely keep my eyes open.”

She checked his vitals again. Pulse elevated, pupils dilated, all the signs of someone pushing past their limits. “When we get through this, you’re sleeping for a week.”

“When we get through this, I’m never doing orbital mechanics again.”

“Don’t say that. The world’s going to need people who understand the math.”

“The world needs satellites for the math to matter.”

Sarah gripped his shoulder. “The world needs hope. And that means people who can envision rebuilding, even if it takes decades. That’s you, Chen. That’s your job when we get down there.”

He nodded, squaring his shoulders. “Fifteen minutes to burn.”

“Then let’s get strapped in.”

They moved to their acceleration couches, the ones designed to distribute g-forces across their bodies. Sarah ran through her mental checklist one more time. Medications administered. Supplies secured. Crew functional, if barely.

“Ten minutes,” Reynolds announced. “Dragon, this is your commander. I want you all to know—it’s been an honor.”

“Save the speeches for Earth,” Mason called out. “I plan to buy you all beers when this is over.”

“With what economy?” Chen asked.

“Details,” Mason waved off the concern. “First round’s on me.”

Sarah smiled despite everything. This was how they’d survive—not through perfection, but through stubborn refusal to accept defeat. Through bad jokes and impossible promises and the bonds forged in extremity.

“Five minutes. Final systems check.”

Sarah closed her eyes, running through triage protocols she might need. Burns from failing heat shields. Trauma from hard landing. Decompression injuries if the hull breached. She’d treated them all in simulations. But simulations assumed a functioning hospital at the other end, not a world collapsed into pre-industrial chaos.

“One minute. Here we go.”

Sarah gripped the armrests of her couch, feeling the medication cocktail sharpening her focus while her body screamed for rest. Around her, Dragon hummed with preparation—computers running final calculations, thrusters aligning for the burn that would either bring them home or end their journey in fire.

“Thirty seconds.”

She thought of her children. Of Ben. Of the oath she’d taken to first do no harm. Of all the harm already done by debris moving at orbital velocities.

“Ten seconds.”

The engines ignited.

And Dragon began its long fall home.